 Biography: My name is Bob Kaku. I was born in Kyushu, Southwest Japan. I live in the San Francisco Bay Area. I graduated from the University of California at Berkeley. I'm a manager at LifeScan, a subsidiary of Johnson & Johnson and specialize in designing and developing computer systems. I married to Gail. Interests:
My goals in life were to become successful in my career and to get married. I prided myself as being a man of the world. I'd try to show the boys that I could "talk the talk, walk the walk," and hold my own in liquor.
After graduating college, I met an intelligent, well-educated, attractive woman. About our fourth date, she couldn't see me any more. " WHY???" I asked. It's because I wasn't a Christian. I quickly responded that I "believe in god," my philosophy of life was very similar to the Christian ways - "do unto others..." I
managed to hang on to the relationship for several more months until
she shot me another zinger. "I can't see you anymore."
One Sunday in church, the pastor's words made a lasting impact on me. "God not only loves you, but likes you. He knows everything about you--your every word, thought, actions and deeds. Yet He likes you...He loves you." I had always had trouble with the "love" word. I could understand it in the context of a man loving a woman or even a parent loving his or her child. But God loving me or me loving God? I couldn't fathom it. But I could understand the concept of "liking." I asked myself, "If someone knew everything about me, how could anybody LIKE me?!" Even if a person had lived a life of crime, God was always willing to give a person a second chance, if they repent. These words altered my perception of God.
I wrestled with the thoughts for several weeks. Then one church service,
an invitation was given to receive Jesus Christ as Lord and Savior.
Something welled up inside me and compelled to go forward. I believed
Jesus is the Son of God, died for my sins and paid the penalty for me.
I became a Christian by inviting Jesus into our life. My relationship
with my girlfriend didn't work out, but God had other plans for me.
After I became a Christian, I still drank excessively. I liked Scotch and Bourbon whiskies, Long Island Ice Teas (full of rum), and vodka cocktails. You name it, I drank it. One night God sent messengers to me in the form of California Highway Patrolmen. I tried to wiggle out by telling them I only had a couple of drinks. They had me do sobriety tests. I thought I was doing pretty well. But when they asked me to stand on one leg, hold my arms out, and tilt my head back, I almost fell. They read me the Miranda rights and clasped my wrists in handcuffs. God saved me from myself. I could have killed or injured people including myself. I still shudder with fear when I think back to what could have happened. God humbly waits for us to open the door of our heart to Him. He never overrides our human will, but instead waits and waits for us to respond to His gentle overtures. |
